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Literature
Seven Times
I.
We sit on the couch, passing the night by watching scary movies. I laugh when you startle and press into your side of the couch, trying to escape the danger on the screen. I wake up, wondering why I'm on the couch, at what point did I fall asleep during the movie, why you're right there next to me instead of on the other side of the couch like I last remembered.
You go home but you text me. I reply, thinking little of anything. You send a text that looks as if it's intended for someone else, something about having had fun the previous night and thinking you like me a little more than what friendship entails. I play stupid because it's easier than getting into a talk about feelings and the lead up to the start of a relationship. It doesn't work; we still get to that talk anyway.
We date. It goes well, I feel like it's pretty good. You say you feel the same way. That is, until a month into the relationship. You tell me you're scared, you can't place why, you feel messed up for
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46. Family
"Family don't end in blood, son." It was something Bobby had said to Dean once. It had been his way of telling Dean that he was family too. Which Dean knew anyway. His family had always been Sam, but now Bobby was added into it as well. And even more recently, Dean added Cass into their not-quite-so-happy little family. Because it's Dean Winchester and that's the highest honor he could ever give to someone. To tell them that they rank right up there with Sam... There is absolutely nothing else Dean could ever say to prove how much he cares for them, and one would be hardpressed to ever get him to even try.
Watching Cass become corrupt and leave them... It tore Dean down to the core. Deeper than he'd ever admit. And he was upset. That wasn't the Cass that he considered his brother. Dean felt betrayed and found that he lost faith in Cass. Not completely. Not even close. But, it was the blunt of the anger, and he latched onto that feeling and let that one shine through becau
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7. Heaven
The scenery didn't change each time he opened his eyes, much to Castiel's dismay. The grass was covered in a snowy frost and all the trees around him were barren. But, then, maybe he didn't really want it to change. He could easily move from here, couldn't he? Be gone and back in the blink of an eye. Of course he could. But he didn't do it.
This was serving as his current Heaven. Because as Castiel would be quick to point out, there were multiple Heavens. Each individual soul created their own Heaven. But, Castiel was an angel and he had no soul. So he traveled to others' Heavens. He didn't know whose the current barren park of a Heaven belonged. There was one that he did know. The one he preferred so much more was that of an autistic man, who had drowned in his bathtub in 1953; it was forever in his Heaven of a Tuesday afternoon. There was something just so... peaceful about it that drew the wayward angel to it.
But now was not the time for 'peaceful.' Now was the time for setting thi
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23. Cat
I was pacing. Sometimes pacing was just a nice little way to be doing something when you didn't really know what else to do. We'd just been saddled with some serious information. And power. And we were going to try this stuff out. I was nervous. Beyond nervous. And felt completely stupid. And I didn't even have those emotions all to myself, thanks to my slug friend in my head.
That's right, you don't know, do you? Well, maybe you do. If you don't, here's where you find out. If you do, well, here's a refresher if you're rusty. I've got a Yeerk in my head. This gray alien that looks like a slug and lives off Kandrona rays. His name's Famir... I forgot the numbers. They weren't important to me. He was just Famir. And when he's a dick - and he's always a dick - he's "slug," or whatever else I feel like calling him. Sometimes he's just "bud" too, just because.
Unlike the Yeerks under Visser Three - he's the head-hancho of The Sharing, which is all bad news and you should just
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Literature
84. Out Cold
How many more times could he screw up? How many more times could he find himself wishing he hadn't opened his mouth? That he didn't end up feeling like his stomach was empty and cold and his heart didn't tense up in his chest? Because it was all he seemed to feel anymore. And there was only one way he'd found to deal with it.
"Kat, you alright?"
"No, you idiot!" The girl looked like she just might bite his head off. "You made it leak! It's leaking! I can't use it now!" She was holding a bottle. Her eyes were narrowed and full of anger. "My hair! It's going to have ugly-ass brown roots, and it's all your fault!"
"Not my fault you don't like our hair color. Blame genetics, not me," he answered, pouting slightly.
"You're the one who ruined a perfectly good bottle of hair-dye!"
Joe rubbed at his face. Kat loved to say that he was thick-headed and difficult, but she'd never met herself when something went wrong. She was just as thick-headed as he ever was. She just show
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68. Hero
Ever since he could remember, Joseph Holden had one hero and one hero only. It was his father. After all, what boy doesn't grow up looking to his father as his hero? Joe didn't know and he didn't care to know. He knew who his hero was, and that was good enough for him.
It had been two years since his father died. It haunted the twenty-one year old. His father was gone and there was nothing he could do about it. For this reason, Joe did his best to live up to the expectations that had been placed on him when the man was still alive.
"You're the oldest, Joe." "Your sister can't learn this stuff like you can." "It's up to you to protect her." "Where's your head at, kid?" "That's not what I taught you to do!" "Why are you crying? Little girls cry, Joe." "You gotta be a man, Joe." "Take good care of my gun, Joe." "You aren't cleaning it right! What are you, an idiot?" "You're failing. Again! What's the matter with you, Joe?" "Can't you do anything right, kid?"
The brune
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1. Introduction
He tapped his feet. Maybe it was annoying someone, maybe it wasn't. Honestly, he didn't care either way. It was just something he did when he was nervous. Just like laughing was something he did when something was funny. That was just how it worked. Boy, was he nervous. He didn't do things like this. This was something completely new to him, and he really really really wasn't sure he liked it. At all.
The door was too dark of a red. It only was making him feel even more uneasy. Dark colors did that to him. The house wasn't too bad of a shade in its own right, but he could never enjoy something that had such a dark colored door. And a red one at that. Never worked. More foot tapping. Nerves, nerves, nerves.
"Oh, hello," a woman greeted, opening the ugly red door. He forced himself to smile.
"You must be Mrs. Valencia. It's a pleasure to meet you."
"Oh, aren't you well mannered? Just what I would expect from Vivian. I don't suppose you would go through the whole ordeal of in-"
"Mother."
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I haven't posted anything in a while. So, yeah, tiny update.

School's been busy. Not a whole lot to really comment on, there.

For Halloween, we're actually a group. Somewhat. So that's cool. Never had it work out where we actually decided on a sort of theme for our costumes before. Hurray for that.

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Tell me how all of this, and love too, will ruin us.
These, our bodies, possessed by light,
Tell me we'll never get used to it.
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Sweetlithiium Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
hey blue how's life?
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blueRenah Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2014  Hobbyist
Hey there. It's going alright; been really busy though. Got school, an internship, and a job that I'm juggling around.

How's life going for you?
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Sweetlithiium Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Its busy
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blueRenah Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2014  Hobbyist
What's going on?
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Sweetlithiium Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I am so fucking freaked out right now. .-.
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FallenAngelOfWriting Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy belated birthday in case you didn't get my private message on the forum... Sorry. Been busy...
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blueRenah Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist
Oh, hey, thanks.

No problem. What have you been up to? I haven't talked to ya for a while.
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FallenAngelOfWriting Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Nothing much, mostly just work, RP on other sites, nothing too big.
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blueRenah Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2013  Hobbyist
Ah, haha. Is work going well for you?
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Sweetlithiium Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday blue!
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